Betrayal on top of betrayal. I don’t understand why it’s so hard to talk. I’m trying my hardest to make things okay and both of you aren’t doing anything, you’re in the wrong and I’m trying to make it right how is this fair. Just talk back truthfully, just talk explain. I’ll be back soon and things are going to be screwed and twisted. I thought I knew how to handle every situation. I always know what to do but this time I don’t.
Dumb shit my speciality
Could be going home, fuck this.
Moving to Canada?
Ahhh I think about you everyday, I love you so much I can not explain. And you my friend, why? I thought out of everyone in the world I could trust, I could trust you. I love/ed her so much like I would no one else again and I knew it at the time too, I even told you about it f( r )iend. You (she) made me care about things I used to not care about, you made me want nothing else but you, you gave me so much hope and happiness. I can’t begin to comprehend how you have done any of this to me and just left me in the dark with your back turned and the door locked. I left everything behind and was hoping to come back to what I loved
You
I don’t want to come back at all I want to be lost, forever, or do I want to be found. I don’t know.
I’m scared I want to try and be with you. You can’t be with him, YOU can’t be with her.
oh canadaaaaaa
All you need is chemistry and timing, and timing is the biggest bitch
- Is it worth it






